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at age 17?

I was pretty insufferable until my mid 20s tbqh.

Depressed.

Okay, so Harry Potter is THE BEST book series ever. I want to marry Remus Lupin. But like, Marauder era Remus Lupin. I hate Fudge. He reminds me of President Bush. Who is somehow even more stupid than the idiots I go to school with. They think all that matters is perfume and cheerleading and stuff. What about global warming? People dying in poverty? I want to change the world someday. Because I'm so smart. Also, Harry Potter is so awesome.

^ That was me!

So ignorant. So painfully ignorant.

A big embarrassing anime nerd. So, basically the same as I am now, but with more squeeing about yaoi.

too obsessive about getting good grades.

Depressed, mildly dissassociative, virginal, closeted, self-loathing, dysphoric?, loud, writing a lot, really into the Beatles, rereading Harry Potter for the first time since the series ended IIRC, really crazy closeted, really also very depressed, low-key abused, highly a mess, obsessed with moving away for college, obsessed with getting away from my family, really into Philip Roth??, a mess about grades, probably annoying but a p okay kid. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Edited 2016-12-15 01:13 (UTC)

I thought I was very mature because I was a girl who had some platonic male friends.

I had no fucking clue how to dress myself.

I thought my hair was supposed to be straight and I was frustrated with how frizzy it was (took me forever to realize it was just wavy/curly and figure out how to manage that).

Insanely depressed, crippling anxiety, unhealthily close with my parents, losing all my friends, so far in two different closets it's insane, also ugly as heck. God i'm glad I'm not 17 anymore.

Horny, stupid, and full of myself.

I was an unholy and broken mess who hated being the youngest in my grade, hated some of my biological issues, hated the people I went to school with because they were all a bunch of self-entitled shitwads (honestly I actually still think of them like that because none of them have fucking changed even when the "basketball star" is now grumbling about having to make a salad at a Burger King...and just...

Fuck being 17.

Except the whole "One day I'm going to join Team Magma" thing. I never grew out of that.

Fat, ugly, smelly, acne-ridden, friendless, aimless, fully stressed, retarded, boy-repellent.

Very idealistic, nerdy, and desperately wanting a boyfriend. I asked out a bunch of guys and they all turned me down. I had no clue how to dress myself or manage my hair. My hot dates were books. I was really depressed about being the only one in my circle of friends who had just two AP classes. It made me feel like the stupid one.

Pretty much who I am now, but wearing an ugly kilt and blouse and an expression of deepest loathing for all humanity.
I was more upright and I walked places with my legs which was nice. I also had plans to hang out and do nothing with someone for nearly every day of the week. Antisocial socialising. Ah teen life.

Oh my god my legs were so much better when I was 17. 6 days has done a number on the fuckers.

Must have been a crazy 6 days! :P

Re: What were you like

sparrow_lately - 2016-12-15 02:41 (UTC) - Expand

Re: What were you like

belladonna_took - 2016-12-15 03:08 (UTC) - Expand

The same as I am now but with less money.

Pretty embarrassing but also painfully naive, tbh. I was like a 12 year old kid really.

Not the kind of person you'd want to meet.

Skinny, shy, anxious, and depressed.

Also - and I feel cheated for not knowing this - looking at old photos, I seriously fucking cute.

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS??

Godammit.

More optimistic. Easier to live with. Happier.

Ridiculously ready to be done with high school. Having a hell of a time junior year in Algebra 2/Trig. Losing my patience with high school theatre productions my senior year.

Fat, doing a sewing course, wasting money, probably hiring videos whenever I could.

depressed, anxious, a goody-goody, a parent-pleaser, good at standardized tests and not much else

A depressed, anxious, self-conscious, sanctimonious butthead

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