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fandomsecrets2008-05-14 05:45 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2008-05-14 05:45 pm
[ SECRET POST #495 ]
⌈ Secret Post #495 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 07 pages, 171 secrets from Secret Submission Post #071.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 3 4 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 - too big ], [ 1 2 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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First off: Mun has problems. Serious problems. I know this. I do crave attention, and I do exaggerate things. I know I need a psychologist, and as soon as I work up the nerve to get one, I will. I HAVE caused drama before, and did so today. I admit it, and I am ashamed of how I have acted. This is the Internet, however, and I take things way too seriously. I take the characters and crit way too seriously, and because of this, I am going to change that. I refuse to be the shithead of the Internet.
Like Snapesnogger.Second: That thread was OOC, and I was rather giddy at the time. To take a picture of it for this is like a slap in the face. I admit that I get a little hyperactive about my characters and therefore, they end up being a bit emotional. einspruch_baby and I did the thread for the lulz. As for the emo postings, I didn't think ahead of time.
Third: That thread was friends-locked. Hence, the person who did this was from the dressing room. If you have a problem with me, AIM me on reijisamurai. Talk to ME, not post anon. I am not angry, and I will not think less of you. I am upset about the act, just the act. I'm in the mood right now where if you tell me my Kristoph is shit, I won't care. I know he is, and I'm taking a break to fix him.
Fourth: The chemistry between those characters worked for the muns. The story is working for us. I don't know whether you're a purist for canon or what, but I personally like to mess with characters and shippings. It's how I've come to role-play other characters correctly, by finding the things that don't work. Hell, some things I try just work, and I stick with them. I would rather have a well-fleshed out OOC/AU character than a bland IC/canon character.
Fifth: Thank you for the compliments that you did give. It makes me happy to know that you're still somewhat on my side, even if my character annoys you. To others who have posted the same: if you don't like it, don't read it.
And to those who commented on here disagreeing with the secret, thank you as well. Your comments made my day, because I have not been having a good mon--... hell, year. I do try not to overreact, but sometimes for me it's very difficult. As for yesterday's and today's incidents, it felt like there was some kind of 'loop' in my brain telling me over and over that I should give up completely. Instead of causing more drama than I did, I came back and decided to give it a second shot in characterization. I also think people miss the fact that I do make a lot of OOC posts that I shouldn't, and confuse it with my character. I have learned my lesson today not to take things so seriously, not to flip out at crit and jump to conclusions, and to overall THINK before I say something. Better to say something good too late than something bad quickly in reply.
In any case, I appreciate all that the DR has done for me, and I now realize that I have way, way more friends than enemies. To the secret-poster: expect to see a better fleshed-out character in the future.