[ SECRET POST #3732 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #3732 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.



__________________________________________________



02.


__________________________________________________



03.


__________________________________________________



04.


__________________________________________________



05.


__________________________________________________



06.


__________________________________________________



07.


__________________________________________________



08.








Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 12 secrets from Secret Submission Post #533.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

How is it going?

Re: Mental Health Thread

[kallanda_lee]

Yeah, not stellar...

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I am always angry and I don't know what to do about it.

Well, I seem to only have four emotions. Anger, irritation, indifference, and wanting to cry. But the anger is the one I am worried about because it effects how I treat people.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[dethtoll]

Drop the last one and that's me.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

It is exhausting and I don't know what to do.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[badass_tiger]

Better than last week, which I guess is an improvement. Still feeling a bit 'damp' (you know, when you kinda feel like cheering up, but your brain just doesn't want to get out of its slump) and the fatigue is pretty extreme, so idk if I'm actually getting over it or not.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[sarillia]

I've found I can judge this by the time I get to class. If I get there early then I'm doing well. If I wait til the last minute, that usually means I'm anxious with paranoid fears about what people, especially the teacher, might say to me if I give them time.

I haven't been doing great lately. It's a rough time of year for me. I swear I have some kind of reverse SAD. During fall when it's getting darker and other people are getting depressed I get a big boost to my mood and energy, and then when it's getting lighter in the new year that's when I crash.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[morieris]

Eh.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

It's... going, I guess. I'm surviving. Just trying to power through every day. It'd be nice to relax, though.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Better than this time last year, which is good, but anxiety has been pretty high lately.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Wondering if my meds are causing my loss in appetite. Or if I really am just not hungry as of late. Gonna bring that up on my next appointment.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[mimi_sardinia]

I now appreciate anti-depressants, as long as I can take them before bed so that possible side effects (like my head feeling weird and almost-headachy) can be slept through.

I am far less inclined to get upset and have late-night crying fits now.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I need a job so I can afford health insurance so I can afford a therapist so I can figure out what's wrong with me (I mean I think I know, people close to me keep telling me I show symptoms of a certain thing, but I'm not diagnosed obviously so who can be sure).

Spending all day filling out job applications is so hard though. I'm tired all the time and I mood swing so much. I had like 5 mini melt downs last week, and that is like, every other week for me and its just... I feel bad all the time. I'm at war in my head. I think things that are bad and then I have a panic attack cause I can't believe I'm thinking something so bad. I don't know what to do.

I did decide to experiment with cross stitch this week though and holy shit. I've never done something that could so effectively shit my brain up. I have no idea why but its the only thing that isn't destructive that's calmed me down in ages.

Re: Mental Health Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Not great. I can't get hired and I can't get off of Public Assistance otherwise I'll be evicted. No one cares about me. I wish I could kill myself.