[ SECRET POST #3758 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3758 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Steven Universe]


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[I Am Not A Serial Killer]


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[Sofia the First]


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(DRAMAtical Murder)


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[Markiplier]







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Comments

Re: Venting

[(Anonymous)]

MY VENT: I feel like the least likable person on earth all the goddamn time and I hate it. My brain basically interprets anything that happens to me as a sign that no one likes me, and it will never stop. There's never been a time in my life where I would say I've understood why anyone would like me or believed that some part of me was likable. My dang brain is broke and I'm incredibly insecure and it's really tiring and it makes dealing with anyone socially exhausting and I don't have any idea how to change it and it sucks.

OP

[(Anonymous)]

It sounds like you would benefit greatly from having a therapist. I'd probably be dead by now without mine. I'm feeling frustrated today, but I'm honestly a lot better off after FINALLY finding some treatments that work for me. It's like, I know my work is paying off, but it does take for FREAKING EVER. I'd still encourage you to try. <3

mentalillnessmouse.tumblr.com

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you for the reply! I've been in therapy a couple different times, and I have found it helpful - the only reason I'm not doing it right now is I can't afford it at the moment. At the same time, what I've gotten out of therapy (in addition to being a sounding board / pressure valve) is help identifying and starting to define the terms and poke at the structure of my various issues, and not so much with actually figuring out what it means not to be that way. And of course, it's a bit bleak in a way at the moment to be able to specify and minutely trace the ways and reasons I feel like crap about myself in a way that doesn't actually take me out of them. I don't know. I'm sure it's just mostly me being in my head and my emotions. just a bit of a pain at the moment.

Thanks again for the reply, though, and for the link.