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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-07-05 06:35 pm

[ SECRET POST #3836 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3836 ⌋

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Re: How are you personally problematic?

(Anonymous) 2017-07-06 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
I probably am autistic, and even if not, I have some other disorder that causes a lot of the same symptoms and functionality deficits (I was not a healthy baby and my issues could've been caused by other stuff, but the end result looks pretty much like autism) and developmentally disabled people flip me out and make me uncomfortable and frustrate me no end, and damn, does it make me feel guilty. Like, whatever my actual diagnosis(es), I don't function like a normal person. Other people with similar or the same damn issues should not creep me out.

Re: How are you personally problematic?

(Anonymous) 2017-07-06 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Same anon--on the other hand, I hope you don't have relatives or especially children who are autistic or have any kind of developmental disorders. Because that would suck for them. It's increasingly unlikely that I'll ever have kids, but if I did, I'd definitely be focusing a ton of energy on therapy and changing my attitude as best I could because it would end in my neglecting or otherwise harming my hypothetical kids if I didn't make the effort to change. (And I know I should make the effort regardless, but I'd work a lot harder at it if I was the primary caregiver for an autistic kid.)

Re: How are you personally problematic?

(Anonymous) 2017-07-06 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
OP here. I don't. I'm the only autistic in my family. My condition and how I've been treated because of it is a large part of why I recoil in disgust at others with it who don't "pass".