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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-07-27 07:01 pm

[ SECRET POST #3858 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3858 ⌋

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Re: Tw: suicide

(Anonymous) 2017-07-28 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
I've been where you are. Not the specifics, of course--those are likely different--but the health, the hopelessness, the lack of getting anywhere, falling so far behind "others" that it's laughable...and not in a good way...and everything seeming to get worse and worse physically till I couldn't enjoy anything.

Listen. My time came. Not from bootstrapping it. Not from "trying harder" or beating myself up. No, I hung in there by the tips of my fingertips till I stumbled across something that helped...a bit...and then something else...and something that helped a bit more...and instead of being jobless and bed bound, i started being able to earn a little money, and feel a little better about myself, and gain a little physical health.

It's a slow process. But it's a process that starts with hanging on by the skin of your teeth. Don't give up before you find your answers. I don't know what they'll be. Maybe you'll get 'em all at once, but maybe they'll be like mine: slowly, a tiny step at a time, till you can look back and say wow, I've come so far, and yes, my life didn't turn out how I thought, but if I don't compare myself to everyone else, if I just look at what I can do now...I'm alive and happy, and I'm accomplishing things I care about.

You'll get there, too, if you don't kill yourself. If you take those tiny steps, and hang on. <3


Re: Tw: suicide

(Anonymous) 2017-07-28 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
Different anon then above but thank you for this. Sometimes I get tired of the "you just have to try harder" when in my history trying hasn't gotten me anywhere except back to the start so I appreciate the perspective of someone who just managed to hold on and things improved.

Re: Tw: suicide

(Anonymous) 2017-07-28 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
AYRT Thank you anon. This helped a lot to read.

I'm glad you found things that helped you and made life worth living for you.

Re: Tw: suicide

(Anonymous) 2017-07-28 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
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Thanks, nonny. Sometimes I really need to read something like this.