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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-09-26 05:42 pm

[ SECRET POST #3919 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3919 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[The Magnus Archives Podcast]


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03.
[saiyuki reload blast]


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04.
[Somali to Mori no Kami-sama]


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05.
[Christopher from an old season of Project Runway]


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06.
[Tusk]


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07.
[David Tennant and Michael Sheen in Good Omens]













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Re: Depression

[personal profile] soldatsasha 2017-09-27 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Most of the time I just continue on with life. I feel like I'm never not depressed, you know? And I don't want to be some useless lump of flesh rotting away, so I just... live. I shower and brush my teeth and go to work, and I try not to procrastinate on projects, and I do the laundry every week even if I don't want to, and try to work out every day, and I try to focus on the things I'm living for. Like, the things I can find some little bit of enjoyment from, or spending time with people I care about, or even just the accomplishment of finishing a job. Sometimes if I need to I'll spend a couple hours just playing solitaire and listening to music.

Last week I had the worst suicidal episode I've had in about ten years. Like, I spent four hours reading online to determine whether or not I could OD on any of the meds I have, or whether it would be easier to go to the nearest train track. But then my gf called me and I realized I couldn't do that to her. So after that I just did whatever and carried on and tried to wait it out. It took a couple days, but then it passed.