[ SECRET POST #3991 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3991 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[The Fall]


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[Louisa May Alcott, Little Men]


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[Winona Ryder, Jennifer Connelly]


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[Marvel Comics]


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[Shetland]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 10 secrets from Secret Submission Post #571.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - this is not really the place for blind items ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: That's a really odd assertion to make.

[(Anonymous)]

ayrt

I actually don't think it's all that weird if you keep it vicarious - a lot of people connect with fictional impulses they would not have any part in reality. Like how many people find fictional fights viscerally satisfying, but wouldn't even think to use violence in real life, except as a last resort. I just thought it was a little strange that you used your build as the reason why you wouldn't stalk or strangle.

Cycles of violence can be difficult to break from what I understand. I'm glad you recognize that, but sad that you have to deal with it. I hope you know that you didn't deserve it. I also hope you have all the support that you need.

Re: That's a really odd assertion to make.

[(Anonymous)]

You're entirely right, honestly, it is a strange reason; I chose it as the focus because it seemed like a concrete reason to put forward, and I thought if I simply said, "I don't have a desire to kill actual human beings, because I'd just cry and throw up about it." - I don't know, people might have still assumed I wanted to or was capable of it? I didn't really consider my wording when I made the secret.

While I'm being honest, I do think if I were pressed, and it was inescapable option, I would be capable of doing that, but I wouldn't enjoy it. That's part of the fantasy aspect, not feeling uncomfortable with death, because in real life, it's an ultimate fear I have. Like, panic attack-bad.

Thanks for your responses and being so kind, especially when my secret was so strange and rather disturbing! I appreciate it. This conversation has actually helped me look harder at myself and resolve to deal with these feelings in a healthy/non-violent way.

Re: That's a really odd assertion to make.

[(Anonymous)]

ayrt

You're welcome. Given your responses, I'm inclined to think you a pretty rational and thoughtful person, so I think you'll be successful and I wish you well.