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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-12-14 05:36 pm

[ SECRET POST #3998 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3998 ⌋

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Re: You know what I'm worried about?

(Anonymous) 2017-12-15 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Happy birthday!

I can't really speak for anyone else but I'm a very introspective person in general and it gets worse around my birthday. My head has been filled with all these ideas of who we're supposed to be at certain ages and I always measure myself more harshly against that come birthday time. If I find myself too lacking against what I've been taught is the ideal, I tend to buck against it and go a bit overboard in just how not normal and predictable I am. Which is actually very common and predictable. I'm ridiculous. And then I settle down into my very boring average daily life, just like so many other people.

I can totally get wanting more value, though. My husband is the only person I share any meaningful connection with. All of my friendships are pretty shallow and superficial. I like the people and we have things in common and I care about their well being but I also won't miss them for long if they were to move away, which has happened a few times this year. But with some people I just click and it's like an instantaneous lifelong connection and I miss that feeling.

I hope you find what you're looking for and mostly I wish you peace within yourself.