[ SECRET POST #4066 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4066 ⌋

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Re: TW: Dysphoria

[were_lemur]

I identify as both nonbinary (specifically, genderfluid) and female.

About the time I hit puberty, I started having days when I woke up feeling like a boy. My brain would immediately start freaking out because what the hell was this body that was breasts and where was the dick my brain was convinced I should have. I wanted to shrink away inside myself so I wouldn't have to "touch" the foreign body.

Then the next day I'd wake up and be a girl again.

Since it was the 1980s, it would be over a quarter of a century before I heard the term "genderfluid" and recognized that what I'd been feeling all along was dysphoria. Until then, I thought of myself as a freak, broken, weirdo.

So, nonbinary.

But I'm also a woman. It's how I think of myself most of the time, and even if it's not exact, it's a "close enough for government work" sort of identifier. I present as female, I long ago made my peace with she/her/hers pronouns, and at this point, the potential consequences of being open in my "real life" far outweigh the potential benefits.