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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-05-06 03:21 pm

[ SECRET POST #4141 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4141 ⌋

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(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Dear OP, someone else out there is probably wishing they could find fic of teh same pairing. They'd probably love it if you actually posted.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean sure, but that attention and appreciation won't necessarily help OP feeling self-conscious about the smut in the first place.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I try to do that, but I just end up reading it over and over straight away.

I don't share mine, either. There's not much incentive to.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
There's not much incentive to.

A sense of altruism?

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
lol sure

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Please share? :>

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, I can understand this, OP.

(And hey, you could always post under a sock puppet account.)

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I do that to...
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[personal profile] osidiano 2018-05-06 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You would be the silent hero of your fandom's anon kinkmeme if you posted there, even if you were only filling your own requests!

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
seconding!

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Take it from me: There is NOTHING people are less critical off than smut.

[personal profile] mrs_don_draper 2018-05-06 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
+1

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
THIS.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
how do you forget your own words? because I find that no matter how long I let something sit, I've already been neck-deep in every single word and phrase for so long that I can't forget it. even fic I haven't revisited in ten years, as soon as I start in it's like "oh I remember this, this is what happens."

doesn't stop me from re-reading because I am the only fic-producer in some rarepairs but there's no sense of surprise to it.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Not OP, but if I leave a work unread long enough and come back to it, it's almost like it's brand new to me. No idea why, but I have to go at least a year or two without thinking about it

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
must be a how-you're-wired thing, then. go figure, I can't remember my own name some days but I can remember every word of a fic I wrote ten years ago.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
hmm, people's brains work differently.

i obvs. remember the plot i wrote, and the general feel i wanted, but if i return after a while there are so many details i've forgotten, twisty turns of phrase that re-delight me, and so on.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-06 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You do you, OP. <3

[personal profile] mrs_don_draper 2018-05-06 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I guarantee that someone out there is also looking for the same obscure thing and would die if you posted it.

I once wrote a few fics about two people who died before I was born, and literally on the day that I was planning on deleting my fics because "no one cares about this but me," someone left me a review saying how happy they were that they found the fics because they thought they were the only ones who cared!

Lots of people would love it, I'm sure!

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
HOMG OP PLEASE POST!

I have a side AO3 for the pure filthy porn I post -- my more tasteful (though, really, who's measuring?) stuff is in my main account. You could always do that; no one will know.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
dirty nonnie! I kinda wanna do this, but I'm afraid I'll be discovered somehow lol

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, my kindred spirit. I do the same.

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Post it, OP! I'm sure that there are others who would enjoy it too. :D

(Anonymous) 2018-05-07 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I agree with all these lovely supportive people. I mean, I am a big lover of rare pairs - always have been. I've just started writing again after a long while and I felt nervous about posting because I literally don't know if anyone else in the world cares about my ships. And it doesn't help that no-one ever leaves any kudos for anyone ever. But fuck it - if it makes one single person out there happy then I am ecstatic <3