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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-05-20 03:38 pm

[ SECRET POST #4155 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4155 ⌋

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Re: Non fandom secrets

(Anonymous) 2018-05-21 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
There isn't anything worth living for.
I'm older, long-term unemployed and stuck on Public Assistance (and don't want a job). The relative I live with (that is also my landlord) is ready to evict me and render me homeless the minute I either leave Public Assistance or get removed from it for not complying. My siblings don't want me living with them. People/relatives think my face is ugly...which also hinders anyone hiring me. (I Just found out that relatives have been making fun of me behind my back for years.) It also prevents me from getting married to get the hell out of my situation. My mother's second husband mutters that I am ugly and my own biological mother responds with "No YOU can't call her ugly, only I can call her ugly because I'm her mother!" The last two "friends" I have can either provide me with an office job or a place to live but won't do so. In fact, one of them ignores my emails. The only time he seems to voluntarily email me is when one of his ugly male friends bugs him about how he can't get a date- and then my friend thinks of me as a possible suitor for that friend. (I always tell him to piss off, I don't want his ugly friend!) I do not have a university degree and have no money to get one. If I somehow go to university I must either sleep in the street or in a homeless shelter because if I want to live here, according to my mother I must have money coming in somehow, either through a job or Public Assistance. My mother cares more about her other two children because "they look like her and are workers like her". She says it's not her fault that I got my father's ugly face and teeth. I need braces and a bunch of plastic surgery and that takes a ton of money that I will never have and my mother also wont help me out with that. My low-cost health insurance definitely wouldn't either. My sister was just diagnosed with cancer but the tumor is low-grade and slow to metasticise (sp?) so it's being surgically removed tomorrow. And to top it all off, we had to put our dog to sleep in January because he was just too feeble and old. So now I am even lonelier than before. The only "friend" that listens to me is an old middle school friend that became a Jehovah's Witness so now I have to deal with her slipping me Bible quotes for comfort!

Now YOU tell me what the fuck I have to live for.