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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-06-29 09:19 pm

[ SECRET POST #4195 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4195 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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11. [SPOILERS for Detroit: Become Human]



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13. [WARNING for discussion of domestic violence]



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14. [WARNING for discussion of suicide]



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15. [WARNING for discussion of rape, cult programming]
https://i.imgur.com/VzDCGAl.png
(Annihilation, linked for gore? not sure)


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17. [WARNING for discussion of incest]




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18. [WARNING for discussion of incest]

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #600.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 1 (I think?) - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: A few things...

(Anonymous) 2018-06-30 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
This. I have chronic depression. The way it affects me, 90% of the time I'm "okay" in that I feel aimless and numb and feel no motivation to live but also feel no particular motivation to die. Then eventually it gets worse and I'm actively suicidal for a time.

I made the decision to start therapy while I was "okay". I don't even think she was a bad therapist, just a really bad match for me. We hardly made any progress and eventually I'd be crying in her office every time because I felt like such a failure, I couldn't even do therapy right. Eventually I'd have weekly panic attacks about going. Eventually I developed suicidal thoughts, ABOUT THERAPY. Could I have found a better therapist? Probably. But my depression was telling me that this was only my fault.

I stopped going, but I genuinely think that if I had kept seeing her a little longer, or if I'd been in a worse place when I started... yeah, I probably wouldn't be here to type this comment.

(Just in case this reads that way: I'm not trying to scare anyone off from seeking help. I had a bad experience. Many have good ones.)

Re: A few things...

(Anonymous) 2018-06-30 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
ayrt

I think many people do get something from it, but some people are going have bad experiences. I'm sorry that you had one. I am glad that you are still here and that you were able to stop something that was causing you so much distress.