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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-09-18 06:33 pm

[ SECRET POST #4276 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4276 ⌋

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Re: What is stressing you out?

(Anonymous) 2018-09-19 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
My mental illnesses and paranoia lately. Bipolar paranoia , coupled with OCD anxiety is the worst part. Sometimes I feel like I'm falling apart and I put up a front of being happy and successful or at least dealing with things. I don't want people to know I'm vulnerable because the last time i shared what I was vulnerable about, it became a weapon used against me for a long time.

I fear that I am joked about on places like Kiwifarms, and whispers in my brain tell me that I'm a joke to everyone. I tell myself I deserve it because that's what I always do. No matter how much I try to grow I'll always just be a joke.

Re: What is stressing you out?

(Anonymous) 2018-09-19 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry you're dealing with that. I can promise you you're NOT a joke. It takes strength to grow and to deal with mental health issues. 🌷

AYRT

(Anonymous) 2018-09-19 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, it means a lot.