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⌈ Secret Post #4296 ⌋

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[Sailor Moon]

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[My Hero Academia]

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[Ruby Tandoh from Great British Bake Off series four]

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[Vanity Fair (TV Mini-Series 2018)]

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[Jurassic World 2: Fallen Kingdom]

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[Kim-Joy in The Great British Bake Off (series 9)]

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So, basically, today has been terrible since last night. I had six nightmares in a row, and I've been having multiple panic attacks throughout the day. I have no idea what set my brain off. None. but at several points, I found myself thinking, why not take a whole bottle of benadryl and just go to sleep. It never got beyond the offhand idea stage.

But really what is freaking me is that i don't have any particular cause. Usually something causes days like these for me: missed antidepressant dose, something bad happening in my life. But none of that. Unless my periods are now making me suicidal, I've got nothing.

I just need some happy things to put my mind on I guess. I'm scared to go to sleep because I don't know what another night of all nightmares would do to me.

*hugs*
I'm so sorry.

This is all i got: https://www.boredpanda.com/cute-baby-animals

Thanks. I appreciate it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. But that link is perfect.

I'm sorry. Sometimes these thoughts just blindside you out of nowhere. I know. The important thing is that you didn't act on it and that's good.

I don't have much to offer apart from this fabulous hamster - https://twitter.com/DickKingSmith/status/898299502649634816

I hope tomorrow is better for you love. Here if you need a chat. x

Thanks. Today seems to be better. A few panic attacks, but no suicidal thoughts so far. Good night sleep really helped.

Most likely it was something you didn't realize set you off, and thinking back doesn't produce it because it's not a "usual" trigger. :c

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