[ SECRET POST #4360 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4360 ⌋

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Sleeping.

[(Anonymous)]

I used to have extreme insomnia. I'd go days without sleep at a time, and actually I'd prefer staying awake at night when I knew I needed to be somewhere important the next day. I passed my final exams by staying awake for over five days straight.

For the longest time I never even knew that it wasn't typical to spend hours awake in the night before finally falling asleep. I created my own 'sleep system' by default because of that. Resting for hours on end, letting my mind wander and create stories as make-shift dreams.

It was all I knew until some time ago. Things changed, and I don't lay awake for hours on end anymore. But I don't actually remember when that happened- when things changed- I know I was going through quite a few losses at the time, it was a very low point in my life... But I have such a hard time comprehending how something I've lived with all my life can just go away with so little impact. I can't help but hate it because my life hasn't changed regardless. Even if my sleep still isn't perfect.
I'll shock myself when I try and go a day or two without sleep, because I can't do it anymore. While by all means I should be salvating the ability to sleep at night, I can't help but feel like I'm missing something instead...
It was all I knew, and now I just can't anymore...

Re: Sleeping.

[(Anonymous)]

That’s hard, anon. I hope you find peace with it. If nothing else sleep is better for your body overall.

Re: Sleeping.

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you, I hope I figure it out too!
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