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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-01-04 06:30 pm

[ SECRET POST #4383 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4383 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Queer Eye, "Dega Don't"]


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[Fantastic Beasts: The Crimes of Grindelwald]


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[Dynamo aka Steven Frayne (magician)]


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[Trillion: God of Destruction]


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08. [SPOILERS for Tidelands season 1 finale]




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09. [WARNING for discussion of rape]
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[Goblin Slayer anime, linked for rape]
























Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #627.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Mental health/meds talk

(Anonymous) 2019-01-05 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
AYRT—thanks for the info, and I’m glad your meds help you, even if they’re not perfect. I hope you find your perfect med combo/dosages one day.

One of the things keeping me from trying meds is that generally speaking, absent external stressors that would cause situational depression in most anyone, I’ve had very few extreme depressive episodes and my worst tend to be hormonal.

I generally get a couple days a month where I cry at everything and feel shitty, and then most of the rest of the time I go to work and get shit done or sit home and read all day on my days off avoiding paying my bills or cleaning my house because I’m overwhelmed, and then I’ll have a day or two where I do all my laundry and sort my mail and scrub counters, but never quite enough days to get all my shit done before repeating with minor variations. Like bipolar, but less intense and definitely tied in with my period.

I think the avoidance thing is anxiety, and the hormonal crying about everything is depression, but they probably feed off each other. I’ve only been suicidal a couple of times and it was definitely situational. I would basically like more days where I can be a functional adult and actually accomplish more than getting up and going to work. So I dunno if just getting rid of my couple days of weepy nonsense per month would help much.