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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-01-19 03:35 pm

[ SECRET POST #4398 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4398 ⌋

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Re: Nightmares & Dreamscapes

(Anonymous) 2019-01-20 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
I've had several lately too.

Last night I dreamed I was dating this guy who decided out of nowhere that he wanted to have super rough, violent sex although he knew I wasn't into that (and claimed not to be himself) and when I didn't want to he attempted to rape me, then ended up leaving and going to call his ex for sex and I for some reason was upset by that? (WTF dream me?!) then I ended up talking to this woman about it and there was kind of the vibe that I was interested in her even though I'm not into women in real life. And I had some angry conversations with some people who I acted like I was being totally unreasonable for not wanting to be raped, and I don't even know.

Another where I broke into some celebrity's? (I'm not sure who he was, he wasn't any actual celebrity that I know of, but he was supposed to be famous in the dream) house to use his bathroom and then peed while he stood in the bathroom and we casually had a conversation and he wasn't mad at me for breaking into his house for some reason? (This one probably isn't technically a nightmare but I felt really freaked out by it when I woke up.)

The other day I dreamed I had some kind of disease that had a very low chance of survival and I was freaking out and my family members were like "eh, so you're gonna die, what's the big deal?" and then my dad casually mentioned that there was a treatment that might save me and I got pissed off, like why the fuck didn't you tell me about it before now?! and then everyone started mocking me for wanting to live.

Last week I dreamed that I was walking with my dad and this cop named Sam who was a family friend (who doesn't actually exist in reality) through a field and some other guys were chasing us, and for some reason I ended up killing my dad and Sam by bashing them in the heads with a large rock, and then I freaked out and ran to my parents' house (I still lived there in the dream) and thought "I have to get in touch with Sam, he'll know what to do" and tried calling him and he wasn't answering and then I went to my parents' neighbors across the street's house (in the dream they were somehow related to Sam) to try to find him, and they didn't know where he was either, and then I finally realized that I killed him and I woke up.

I have no idea where any of it came from and I have good relationships with my family so it was all just bizarre.
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Re: Nightmares & Dreamscapes

[personal profile] chamonix 2019-01-20 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
All those sound to me like you might sometimes be afraid your words and feelings won't taken seriously or be seen by others as valid. Like, there's a lot of stuff in there about people thinking you are unreasonable for reacting the way you did. Seems like there's a lot of uncertainty, frustration and panic in some of the situations you described.