An undiagnosed illness, most likely. Went to the doc who said I had an ear infection and gave me antibiotics that seemed like they were working but my ears are shitty again (and yes, I took all of the antibiotics as instructed, never missing a dose). I fear it's turning into some super infection and I'll end up like one of those people who needs like half their face removed because the infection straight up destroyed their tissue. But I can't bring myself to go back because I don't want another round of antibiotics that might make it worse. But I know I can't just do nothing either. I hate it.