Same here. I've had it for over twenty years. I hate the unrelenting flu-like feeling and the brain fog and all the rest of this bastard illness. I hate that most people don't accept what I say about it. I hate what it's done to my relationships.

I'm sorry you're so far down, anon. Hugs, if they would help. Have you heard about the Stanford research? Someone's discovered a biomarker, which is a step in the right direction at last.