[ SECRET POST #4535 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4535 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Why are you tired?

[(Anonymous)]

physically? ME/CFS. that's the root of all my other problems. can't work, so I can't change anything about my living situation which is terrible, living with this person and in this location it's not possible for me to experience any happiness. cried yesterday because I was tested for a type of cancer and found out I don't have cancer. I don't really want cancer I just want to be dead sooner.

Re: Why are you tired?

[(Anonymous)]

Same here. I've had it for over twenty years. I hate the unrelenting flu-like feeling and the brain fog and all the rest of this bastard illness. I hate that most people don't accept what I say about it. I hate what it's done to my relationships.

I'm sorry you're so far down, anon. Hugs, if they would help. Have you heard about the Stanford research? Someone's discovered a biomarker, which is a step in the right direction at last.

Re: Why are you tired?

[(Anonymous)]

ayrt

*low five to conserve energy*

yes other people suck and do not get it. I'm just not able to have any optimism now. I did years of graded exercise therapy when that was the current science thing and it made me worse. I'm happy for other people if they're optimistic. I'm sorry you're on the suck train with me.

Re: Why are you tired?

[(Anonymous)]

omg I love "low five".

The suck train is also a great turn of phrase.

I'm sorry you wasted your time and energy on graded exercise, it's such an appendix (functionally useless and can give you serious grief.) I just overdid it overdo it on a regular basis. Haven't got the knack of pacing myself after all these years. But at least the CBT/GET scam seems to be over and we can all carry on doing what works for us

ie rest, in my case. Hope you can manage that too.