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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-08-07 06:36 pm

[ SECRET POST #4597 ]


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I hate my brain sometimes

(Anonymous) 2019-08-08 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Don’t mind me, just venting. Part of my brain was utterly convinced earlier that I’d overdrawn my bank account. I sort of get why; I’ve been spending too much money on not-fun-at-all stuff lately.

But I get paid Friday (and everyone in our department just got a 3% cost of living raise) and I have (I just forced myself to check because my brain was screaming that I couldn’t afford groceries) $1,200 in my account right now.

Saturday I start the first day of my full time job, so two paychecks from now my pay will double. My brain is just being an asshole at this point. I have enough real shit to worry about without having waking nightmares where I can’t afford toothpaste.
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Re: I hate my brain sometimes

[personal profile] quirkytizzy 2019-08-09 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you had a particularly strenuous period of living below poverty level? I've heard friends who, when they've gotten better incomes, talk about how even when they know, rationally, that they have enough money, the stress and paranoia of having lived in poverty still haunts them.