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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-08-17 02:55 pm

[ SECRET POST #4607 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4607 ⌋

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Re: Vent thread

[personal profile] philstar22 2019-08-18 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
I'm just sick of pain. Never ending pain that needs to go away. And I'm sick of the 100+degree heat and the mold in the air. I just feel overwhelmed and miserable all the time and it is frustrating.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-08-18 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
I feel you. :/

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-08-18 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
I hope it cools down where you are and the air quality improves and I’m sorry you’re in pain.

I hate being in pain so much, especially when there’s stuff I have to do or risk really unpleasant consequences, but then stuff I have to do causes new pain or makes existing pain worse. Like, “hey, body, do you enjoy being clean and wearing clean clothes and sleeping somewhere dry and warm and eating good food? Then we have work to do.”

But after a couple hours of hard physical work, my body starts yelling at my brain that it would rather wear a potato sack and sleep in a ditch than move one more step or lift one more heavy thing. I actually fell back onto the couch when I stood up earlier because the shooting pain in my feet was so bad. And I hate feeling like a lazy useless lump when I can’t get as much done as someone who doesn’t end up hurting after comparatively small amounts of physical labor. So I end up mentally miserable as well as physically drained and in pain. It’s a vicious cycle and it really sucks.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-08-18 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
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