[ SECRET POST #4650 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4650 ⌋

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tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

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Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

does anyone have a good reason for me to live? I can't think of any of my own, and all the ones i can think of, i know theyll be better without me. I feel broken at every cell of my body and heart.

if peiple tell me what to live for, i might feel less like i can't do this anymore.

Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

Please reach out and get help. I say this seriously. Whatever is causing you to feel like you don't have a good reason to keep living is not worth killing yourself over. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I don't know you, and maybe it doesn't feel temporary. I know in the depths of my own depression, it felt like it was going to last for ever. I've attempted suicide myself and I thank the universe it didn't work. Please don't do it. You have worth. You deserve to live.

It's so hard to figure out the right thing to say, but I just don't want you to die, anon.

Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

They will not be better off without you. Your depression is lying to you.

Please call a suicide hotline, anon. They're trained to help you through this sort of thing, random strangers on the internet are not.

Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

Depression fucks with your thinking, anon. You might feel like you're making a logical decision, but your brain chemistry is lying to you and I'm sorry. Please don't hurt yourself, and please get help.

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
https://www.crisistextline.org/

https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/carolinekee/what-happens-when-you-call-suicide-hotline

As for the "they'll be better off without me" part... no, they won't. Please trust me. My sister has attempted suicide and she thought the same thing and it isn't true at all. She's alive today because she got help, and while things are perfect for her, she's with people who love her and want her to be happy.

Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in the same place you are right now, I feel the same way. But I know it is not rational. I do matter, no matter what my brain is telling me right now. Every person matters, and the world would be less without you in it. There are people who would suffer without you. There are people whose lives would be less for not getting the chance to know you.

There are places that can help. Call the suicide hotline, please. Find someone to talk to. Because you don't need to stay this way. I just talked to someone a little while ago, and it helped a lot. I'm no longer feeling like I'm one step from the edge. My brain is still not okay right now, but I know that. I can tell the voice that is telling me I don't matter and that the world would be better without me to shut up. You can too. You are important. You matter. Please know that.

Re: tw: suicide i guess?

[(Anonymous)]

I’m sorry your brain is being an asshole, and I’m glad you’re still fighting to live by asking us for help. Please contact a helpline, though, they can talk to you in real time and maybe help you figure stuff out. I’m not trained or any good at that kind of stuff, all I can say is that you deserve to live and feel better. <3 (hugs)

Also when my brain starts in on this kind of stuff it helps to remember that I’ve felt that shitty and hopeless and worthless before and the feeling has always gone away, even if it took awhile, and until it did sometimes the thing that kept me breathing was telling myself “I can’t die, I have to water my plants and empty the litterbox.”