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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-10-15 05:35 pm

[ SECRET POST #4666 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4666 ⌋

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Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-10-16 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
Late but damn I need to vent.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-10-16 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
I have that meeting with my professor tomorrow to talk about handing in my thesis after years of absence (due to mental health and family stuff) and I'm so super anxious and overwhelmed. My main fear is that I might start crying because I cry easily and I really really don't want that but I don't know how to avoid it. I also really don't want to overshare when it comes to why I've been AWOL for so long but there will probably be talk about the reasons why and I don't know what degree of detail is alright to share (I don't like talking about these things because it always sounds like sorry excuses anyway and I don't want to seem more pathetic than I already am).

And the professor is a nice person but once I clear things up with him I have to stop by by the uni office because of formalities and they tend to be assholes about things and I hate it.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-10-16 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry you're dealing with that, it sounds stressful. I hate situations like that. :(

I'm gonna add my own vent if you don't mind...

I posted yesterday about how work had been so crazy lately, and then my heat went out. I've now only had a total of eight hours of sleep in the last three days and I'm so so tired. The heating thing ended up being a much bigger deal than I thought it would be and they had to replace the entire system so the repair guys came super early this morning and I got even less sleep than I expected. I have a headache (that I'm sure is because of not sleeping) and I just want to go home and sleep but I'm working late again tonight. And things have been really slow today which I guess on one hand is kind of good because I have so little energy but it's also making the day drag on. I'm just looking at random stuff online and counting the minutes until I can go home.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2019-10-16 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

I hope your heating will work again and that you get some sleep! I've been sleeping ~3 hours max the recent nights because of my anxiety and I know how damn exhausting this is. All the best for you!