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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-01-19 03:02 pm

[ SECRET POST #4762 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4762 ⌋

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Re: non-fandom secrets

(Anonymous) 2020-01-20 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
I feel this so hard. For as long as I can remember I always thought I would die young, I never made plans for the future because I never thought that I would live in it. I still don't. Every relationship that I've ever had, be it friends, family, acquaintances, end in failure because I stop before I get too close. I'll leave them behind because I'm too afraid of what will happen if the worst does happen. Even when the time came where I got blindsided by something happening that was worse than I had ever prepared for, I still can't break that habit, honestly I don't even want to.
My doctor keeps asking me about my plans for the future, and I've fallen so far in my depression that I've forgotten how to sidestep those answers with a smile and a laugh. I just say that I'll keep trying meeting after meeting, and pretend to be something close to the shell of my former self.