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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-02-05 06:39 pm

[ SECRET POST #4779 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4779 ⌋

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(Anonymous) 2020-02-06 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
I relate to this a bit too much. For the last year, especially, I've just been doing pretty badly. Just not doing a lot of stuff I should do, and not going out much, and spending all my time online, mostly in fandom, doing basically nothing.

I don't feel able to pull myself out of it. I'm not worried about a therapist telling me to give up fandom, but I can't afford therapy, and the hoops I'd have to jump through to access vaguely affordable therapy are way too exhausting to contemplate - hell, just the thought of having to commit to therapy appointments is exhausting.

If I felt remotely able to do all the shit I'd need to do to pursue therapy, I'd already need therapy a lot less.

(Anonymous) 2020-02-06 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
I’ve been in a place where my only joy was fandom, but luckily I’m not that bad off anymore. I’m sorry you’re having a bad time. But your last sentence is still true—if I had the time and energy and stability to make appointments and actually go, that’d be at least half my issues dealt with before I ever set foot in an office.