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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-03-21 03:55 pm

[ SECRET POST #4824 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4824 ⌋

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Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2020-03-22 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Extremely petty vent: I got sick the other night (not COVID) when I had told my friends I was going to hang out with them (online), and when I popped in to say "sorry I can't hang out after all I have really bad stomach cramps atm" nobody even gave the post a reaction, let alone said anything about it. It wasn't a busy chat room, and I apologized again later and said I felt better, but nobody paid any attention to that post either, and my self-absorbed ass feels like a bitchy teenager who decides nobody REALLY cares about her because she didn't get 500 likes on her Facebook post. I mean, the cramps were really painful. But I'm absolutely not saying this to any of them because I know my feelings are wrong, and as long as I vent it somewhere, I'll get over it.

Related vent: I hate how stupid and selfish my emotional reactions can be, and how I have to hide how I feel because it's so inappropriate. I know my friends will eventually find out, and I hope they don't hate me for it as much as I do.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2020-03-22 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Your emotions aren’t hurting anyone, though. Especially because you went out of your way not to vomit feelings on your friends for daring not to react to your posts. Having feelings isn’t wrong or even super controllable. What you do about them is controllable, and you’ve apparently done bupkis to hurt anyone else. Hating yourself for having emotions is like hating yourself for being human. You’re allowed to feel things: it’s okay.