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I smoked a bowl and made sun tea this morning, and am now on my second big glass of refreshing iced jasmine green tea. Its 100° here today (for the 2nd day in a row) and I like drinking iced tea all day when it gets this hot bc I don't have AC. I'm having Thai chicken larb and fresh rolls for dinner, something light and cold. A couple of days ago I ordered a bouquet of mixed peonies and they came today and are lovely, they smell so sweet. I'm going to watch Ultimate Tag tonight (it's such a fun potato chip kind of show lol).

I have been feeling like shit all day emotionally speaking and IDK why really. Just a bad day.

Worked. Made delicious marinated chicken. Went to the store twice because I didn't have the ingredients for the chicken. Picked up a bag of chocolate on sale, walked around with it for 20 minutes, then put it back. The usual.

What was the recipe for the chicken, if you don't mind me asking?

1/3 Cup of oil (I used vegetable), 2 tbsp of lime juice, 1/2 tsp lime zest, 2 cloves crushed garlic, 1 1/2 tsp of fresh cilantro, 1/4 tsp of crushed red pepper, 1 tsp salt, and 1/4 tsp black pepper. It was really, really good.

This sounds delicious. Going to have to make that for myself sometime. Mom is allergic to pepper and dad hates cilantro, so it would be all mine.

Does your dad have the soap gene? My sister does.

He says it doesn't taste like soap, just that it tastes gross to him. Whereas it is one of my favorite flavors.

Dentist in the early morning. Then waited on my dad so my mom could run errands and stuff. Did some work. Just woke up from a nap. Been a slow day. My kitty is being absolutely adorable, though. She's watching over my dad. She can tell he's not feeling 100%.

I have to go to a trip to visit my uncle and aunt over the weekend and my cousin and her fiancé spontaneously decided to come as well. And I'm really uneasy and massively anxious about this for several reasons and I really, really don't want to go but there is no way to actually avoid it without it seeming like I have something against my cousin and everything sucks.

To know that I will have to spend several days with my judgy cousin and a complete stranger(have never met her fiancé and I'm also not invited to the wedding while my parents are which makes this extra awkward) when I could finally have had some peace and quiet for a few days is incredibly draining for me right now.

So I've been having a major depressive phase the last few days while trying to pretend it's all great and nice and I'm so tired.

Can't use the work emergency excuses or the timely "suddenly not feeling well" excuse?

Unfortunately no- work because it's a holiday this Sunday and Monday, which is why the trip was planned then. And suddenly not feeling well Will sound like the obvious excuse it is. The situation is stupid.

That sucks, anon. Just - get sick. Have sniffles and a cough and tell them you don't want to bring in your germs and stay home.

And then tell them you're dosing on Nyquil or whatever and turning off your phone and *turn off your phone*. Or at least ignore it.

Unfortunately, I'm living with my parents at the moment and they also come on that trip so during the current times, I would basically make them stay home as well if I pretended to be sick. And even if I wasn't feeling good (which I'm not, migraines and depression yay) it would be an obvious excuse not to come and would definitely be a negative thing for me to do.

Forget sick! Just say you have a stomach virus/something you ate. Can't drive for miles if you're in danger of having an accident!

Eat a bunch of prunes or something you know fucks your shit up a little...

I'm really tempted, I absolutely am. But I can't do it for several reasons, unfortunately. Luckily, their house is big enough that I can hide out in the guest room if my migraines get too bad (and even if they don't I know how to make myself look absolutely dreadful so I can drop out at some point without being too suspicious).

Still working from home. Yesterday was a nice day, but I slept poorly last night and today was just a drag, with some work-related crap at the end. I need to go to the store, but then I'm going to go to bed early, make sure the house is at a comfy temperature, and maybe take a sleep aid in hopes that tomorrow is better.

tw: eating disorders (not detailed at all, tw is just in case)

For context, I'm in ed recovery and want to continue being in recovery + have support with relapses if/when they happen. I had my first telehealth appointment with a dietitian (I've done an intake appointment with her but this was our first actual appointment). She seems really nice and I was able to talk about a bunch of the physical and emotional stuff that's been making it hard to eat lately. It's really scary to talk about the issues I've been having, so I'm proud of myself for being honest with her about it and for reaching out in the first place. I'm emotionally drained, though, because I talked about some stuff I usually don't. For the rest of today I'm probably going to just chill and maybe do a little grocery shopping.

Had to deal with an angry client for most of the day, so that sucked. I went out and got myself a latte and scone at my favorite cafe afterwards to treat myself.

Not a lot. Did take a lovely drive down the Spring Road, which is unpaved and heavily wooded and quite twisty, because there was a *huge* accident on the highway, and Route 66 (my street, basically), is the Incident Bypass Route. So there were masses and masses of semi trucks crawling at about 10 miles an hour through town.

Driving the Spring Road basically got me around a huge chunk of it all, plus - pretty!

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