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⌈ Secret Post #713 ⌋

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101.

[X/1999]

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102.

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[NEWS, Koyama]

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[Ojiichan wa Shounen Tantei]

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105. [repeat]

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[Stephen King's IT]

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107. [repeat]

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108. [repeat]

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109. [repeat]

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[LJ, Fanfiction.net, y!gallery, devart]

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[FFXII]

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118.

[Goof Troop]

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119.

[Toradora!]

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[Heroes/The 4400]

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123.

[The Submarines]

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[Merlin]

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[jesse lacey (brand new); chris conley (saves the day); andrew mcmahon (jack's mannequin/something corporate); max bemis (say/anything); anthony green (circa survive); craig owens (chiodos/cinematic sunrise)]

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[father of the pride]

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134.

[Kuroshitsuji]

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[Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Dr Who, Pirates of the Caribbean]

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141.

[Schindler's List]

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142.

[Metal Gear Solid]

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143.

[Prince of Tennis]

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144.

[John Oliver]

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145.

[Crossing Jordan]

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146.

[madeline]

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147.

[Gunnerkrigg Court]

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[FFVII Crisis Core]

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151.

[Dr Who]

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154. [repeat]

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[Emberverse]

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159.

[It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia]

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[Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory]

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[World of Warcraft]

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164.

[Hey Arnold]

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165.

[Kamen Rider Kiva / Dexter]

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[Monk]

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170.

[Meat Loaf]

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[Video Girl Ai]

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[Ferris Bueller's Day Off]

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[Voice actors (Chris Patton, Crispin Freeman, Yuri Lowenthal, Johnny Yong Bosch, Jeff Nimoy, Travis Willingham, Quinton Flynn, Kyle Hebert, Jamie McGonnigal)]

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I didn't want to be mortal

Can you explain this a little bit further, OP? I don't quite understand what you mean. As in afraid of life after death or reincarnation..? just curious.

It's pretty simple. I wanted to be spiritual because I didn't want to die. Most religions say that death isn't really death, it's just "passing on" to something new, like Heaven, or another body. Also, someone I loved very much had died horribly, and the only thing that made it any better was not having to face the fact that I would never see them again, because I could imagine that we would meet in another life. Losing my spirituality meant losing that security.

That scene with Utena lying in the coffin beside her parents and pleading to be shown "something eternal" was... Well, it really struck a chord with me. And then when I saw what that "something eternal" actually was, it was so horrible, and so completely unexpected, it... changed me. Just a little, tiny bit, so little I didn't really notice it at first. But it's a change that's grown with time and reflection and other stories.

I've been trying to think of ways to reply to this, but i'm worried i may offend you, so all i will say is that i hope you are at peace and that you will find strength in this life, whether it's with a faith or not.
But, just, if you ever want to talk, i know this sounds really weird, but feel free to ping me.

Thank you. I really do appreciate that, though I probably won't take you up on it.

I'm actually doing pretty well right now, just so you know. I'm getting stronger all the time.

Then I'm happy for you :)

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