5. I used to do that, but it always throws my system off and makes my laptop want to overheat. ;_;
9. Definitely. Up until about a year and a half ago fandom made me really happy. I was stupidly excited about stuff and fangirly. My old fandoms bring nothing but a risingly feeling of nausea these days mostly because of my old involvement.
10. While I dunno if that would really be considered a fandom secret ... I suppose in a way it is, and while hate isn't exactly my feelings these days, disgust kind of is and I can sympathized with this statement a lot. Met her through fandom, and it all went downward from there. Emotion sucking leech. I want to confront her sometimes, but then I wonder why. It's not as though I've had a lot of contact with her since 2003. Of course, spending the better of early summer one year crying because of her lying bullshit makes me want to say something if only to tie up loose ends.
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5. I used to do that, but it always throws my system off and makes my laptop want to overheat. ;_;
9. Definitely. Up until about a year and a half ago fandom made me really happy. I was stupidly excited about stuff and fangirly. My old fandoms bring nothing but a risingly feeling of nausea these days mostly because of my old involvement.
10. While I dunno if that would really be considered a fandom secret ... I suppose in a way it is, and while hate isn't exactly my feelings these days, disgust kind of is and I can sympathized with this statement a lot. Met her through fandom, and it all went downward from there. Emotion sucking leech. I want to confront her sometimes, but then I wonder why. It's not as though I've had a lot of contact with her since 2003. Of course, spending the better of early summer one year crying because of her lying bullshit makes me want to say something if only to tie up loose ends.