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⌈ Secret Post #5114 ⌋

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Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

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Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

It occurred to me today how many friends i've lost through circumstances beyond my control in the last ten years.

I had PTSD ten years ago, as well as some emotional issues from the same trauma and before I got diagnosed, it wrecked two of my friendships.

A long gruelling physical recovery and mental health issues like depression tanked four other friendships in the years afterwards.

Got left with chronic fatigue syndrome from that experience which made me unable to reply to messages regularly or go out often. Lost three more friends.

Now my shitty financial situation that my crappy health has left me in is driving a wedge between my remaining oldest and closest friends, all of whom are very well off with excellent health and stellar careers.

I wish I was better at people.

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Friends come and go. I've got used to that in my years of chronic fatigue syndrome. I'm sorry about all the extra crap you've been through. You've got us internet strangers, and you've got your own inner resources, which honestly are more dependable than other people - particularly other people who are doing well. /cynic

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks anon. I know you're right, it's just right now it hurts like hell and makes me unbearably sad.

Re: Vent thread

[tabaqui]

The amount of money you make and your health shouldn't make your friends leave you, Anon. That kinda sucks.

I'm sorry you're in such a bad spot.

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Everything they want to do involves either money or energy I don't have. Because none of them have any health problems of their own, they all kind of have this 'you could do anything you wanted if you just tried hard enough' attitude, and therefore blame me for my lack of ability to do much or earn lots of money.

Re: Vent thread

[tabaqui]

Wow. That *sucks*.
And they sound, so sorry, like crappy friends.

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah I guess. They're the only friends I have left though, and once they're gone i'm just aline.

Re: Vent thread

[tabaqui]

*hugs*

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

SA Sorry, rant over. It's really getting to me at the moment. Thanks.

Re: Vent thread

[greghousesgf]

I'm really sorry to hear that. Friends should be supportive and it sounds like yours aren't there for you at all. hugs if you want them.

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you <3

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

Sorry about this. :( I know how it feels, though. My late grandma used to say that family are our only real friends and I barely have any family anymore so I know how it feels anyway lol. I've never been good at people either and my few friends either left me or I left them because I just couldn't anymore. I try not to think about this at all. Trust me, it'll stop hurting soon if you don't try to hold onto it.

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

AYRT Oh man, i'm sorry you've been through this too anon. I definitely need to work on letting things go. Your grandmother was right, but man oh man it's been a hard lesson to learn.