I had no choice in the matter. If you think I did.. well. lets say you have never been a teenager who has been taken into "care".

So you think it is that easy, to re-wire your brain?

I know what I want. Hell, I even know WHO I want - and because of all the years I believed from everything that true love will always triumph even if they hate you, especially if they hate you - I can't let go.

So how exaktly do you propose i get rational about it?