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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2021-05-10 06:53 pm

[ SECRET POST #5239 ]


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Re: How's it going, FS?

(Anonymous) 2021-05-10 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Stressed but still going.
My country is talking about how we'll 'soon' go back to normal like before and I think my social anxiety has been jacked up over the past year. I'm able to handle going out socially because of social distancing and wearing a mask makes it easier to face people for some reason (obviously its for protection, but now I just feel like having something to obscure my face makes it easier to talk to people so I don't have to worry about making the wrong facial expression) - but I'm dreading having to push myself to be more social again like I did before the pandemic, because it feels like its going to be harder than before.

Also being unemployed sucks. I'm grateful for being able to stay with my family and not have to worry about food/rent for the moment, but nearly every low level job I can find requires being an extrovert in ways I don't think I can fake. Even in interviews when I'm lying my ass off about being able to deal with people, I'm pretty sure they could sense that I have all the social etiquette of a broken corn chip.

Re: How's it going, FS?

(Anonymous) 2021-05-10 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, YES. The pandemic is stressing me out loads but I can still manage going out and doing things because there's less people outside and masks or voicechats help faking it better. When life is BaCk To NoRmAl I am sure that'll be my lowest, so I feel you so much anon. And yeah, job hunting is the worst shit, try to have faith in your strong assets cheesy as it sounds - even if you think they're not good enough sometimes being polite is better than being warm even for a low level job; you can't have a team full of people who want to "have fun". Best of luck!