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fandomsecrets2009-02-05 05:18 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2009-02-05 05:18 pm
[ SECRET POST #762 ]
⌈ Secret Post #762 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
101.
[Back to the Future]
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102.
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103.
[Dr. Who: Adric]
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104.
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105.
[Newsies]
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[Torchwood]
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107.
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108.
[Skins]
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109.
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110.
[Wordsworth and Coleridge]
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113.
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114.
[Tiny Toon Adventures/They Might Be Giants/Aretha Franklin]
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[Xena]
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[Shadow of a Doubt]
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[+Anima]
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[Bakuman]
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131.
[Snatcher/Metal Gear]
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[Lucas Grabeel]
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135.
[The X-Files, Mulder/Scully, DD/GA]
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138.
[Sketchbook ~full color'S~]
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139.
[Lee Pace&Kristin Chenoweth]
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140.
[Nathan/Claire,Heroes]
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141.
[My Chemical Romance]
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143.
[The Boondocks (comic)]
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[One Piece]
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[angelica and cera]
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[Danny Phantom]
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[Suikoden IV]
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160.
[Michiko e Hatchin]
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161.
[Kodomo no Jikan]
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[Ugly Betty]
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[LOST; Richard Alpert/John Locke]
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[Yankee-kun to Megane-chan]
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[No Heroics]
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[Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side / GaoGaiGar]
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[Matthew Wright - The Wright Stuff]
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[From Beyond/Re-Animator]
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[race imbroglio 2009; tortall & promethean age series]
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[NYPD Blue]
Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 085 secrets from Secret Submission Post #109.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 2 3 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 1 - too big ], [ 1 - repeat ], [ 1 - doing it wrong ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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107) And they knew they were pushing the envelope on that one. Right now it might not seem that wild, but they did have the first interracial kiss on tv as well.
121) What's the point in making unjustified assumptions about people for the sole purpose of belittling them? For years and years the only Doctor I'd ever seen was 4 -- because those were the tapes I could find.
133) Well, duh. British is exotic, American is just normal. :P
148) So what does it feel like? (if it's not too personal)
173) Bragging is always lame and obnoxious.
175) It's just a phase (http://velvet-mace.livejournal.com/281906.html). An obnoxious phase but a phase. That said, is there any reason someone needs to be reading het? I mean, we read what we like, and there's really no point in reading something that doesn't appeal, whether it be het, slash, femmeslash or gen.
OP 148
(Anonymous) 2009-02-06 11:42 am (UTC)(link)It's really hard to describe, like an orgasm is hard to describe to someone who has never had one, but not the same.
During it's like the mind has been opened up, the thoughts are all disjointed and random and make no sense when I'd think about it afterwards but during it all the thoughts made sense, they all felt like revelations. There was very little input from the outside world during, I used to do it listening to certain music tracks and it made them sound kind of trippy, exaggerated, as I started to asphyxiate. But most of the time I couldn't tell what I was listening to until I'd finished doing it and the oxygen returned to my brain.
Fic mostly irritates me because people write in descriptions during it and there's just no ability to process that kind of information. I might've taken in information from external stimuli but I'd be dammed if it made the tiniest bit of sense during. I mostly closed my eyes when I did it but I can't recall any visual images except for a few faces of people I knew who came up in my thoughts during. I guess it's like people say your life flashes before your eyes when your near to death, it feels like I lived a lifetime in those few seconds when my brain wasn't getting any oxygen (or maybe it's the rush of the oxygen back afterwards, I could never figure out which bit it was exactly).
I always found it slightly euphoric, it left me feeling calm and made everything seem quiet, mentally, not literally.
Physically it started immediately as a tingling and prickling across the skin and the lips and mouth and well, everywhere. It built with what felt like twitching and muscle spasms and increasing weakness. It wasn't physically painful in any way, it's damaging and very dangerous but done the way I did it it wasn't painful. And it isn't the same as breathplay as you can still breathe freely, okay so when the oxygen rushes back to the brain you'd probably be gasping anyway but there's no pain or compression of the windpipe. That is a different, dangerous kettle of fish.
The feeling is addictive and haunting. I've never had another experience that was comparable. It's like you go some place else for those few seconds. If I wasn't finally scared of the risk that it'd give me (more) eye damage, brain damage and/or a heart attack I'd probably still do it.
Re: OP 148
I'm glad you've stopped. My mom's friend walked in her son's bedroom one morning to find him dead that way. He'd passed out before he could straighten up, which was all he needed to do to make it stop. She ended up blaming marajuana that she found in his room and spent the next 20 years (that I knew) on a crusade against marajuana. The things you do for greif. He was 19 but still living at home.