[ SECRET POST #5317 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #5317 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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[Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles]


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03.
[The Langoliers]


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04.
[Howl's Moving Castle]


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05.
[Letterkenny]


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06.
[Lupin]


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07.
[Pretty in Pink]









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Comments

Re: How's it going, FS?

[(Anonymous)]

I wish my executive function would function when there's not a crisis to focus my anxiety like a laser. Especially on day to day stuff like housecleaning. My surroundings literally horrify me and I can't do more than skim off the top layer of "ugh, ew" before my brain shuts off.

It's not laziness when I've clocked over six miles of walking a day this year, on top of my full time job and have maxed out on accrued vacation days more than once, and it's not really depression except insofar as my inability to make and keep my surroundings clean and organized feels shitty.

I also have hoarder tendencies but that feels like an extension of the same problem in some ways, idk.

I will have a little more time in my day thanks to a shorter commute soon, and I'm hoping I can set a timer for ten minutes morning and evening to do housekeeping stuff.

I mostly manage laundry, dishes, scooping the cat box, and watering the plants, but sometimes I have a bad stretch where those are a struggle too.

But those are still so much easier than keeping floors and counters clean and putting stuff away, and finishing projects is like scaling Everest without an oxygen tank.

Idk if I have autism, ADHD, or my one relative with the PhD is right and it's just brain damage, or maybe it's all three, idk I just wish I could fix it.