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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2009-03-01 04:31 pm

[ SECRET POST #786 ]


⌈ Secret Post #786 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 15 pages, 352 secrets from Secret Submission Post #113.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - posted twice ], [ 1 - empty comment ].
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Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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[identity profile] welfycat.livejournal.com 2009-03-03 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I understand, and I do the same thing. Because it's safe, and nothing else is. After everything, it's the only safe place.

And the people that make fun, they don't understand, so they mock and act holier-than-thou, but they don't know what it's like. So they don't matter.

Do what helps you and feels right to you, nothing they say matters.

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(Anonymous) 2009-03-03 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
After everything, it's the only safe place.
And.. it is. After everything that happened and then everything ELSE that happened. It's the last resort I had left. He was there in HS.. after the rape and during the bullying.. and he's back again picking up the pieces-gluing them together-from everything else.

No one- from what I know. Has made fun of me, yet. But then again, if I would have used an image of the character- the fandom is so small -it would have been pretty obvious who I am. Although the fandom and people who know me know I like the character. They don't know how deep it really goes. I just recently started posting my art... and dare myself about posting the fan fiction publicly- my close friends love the stories. I've just seen so many other people be picked on Dolphy for one- who adores Jim of Treasure Planet, and then another girl from the UK who loves this other character. I know her story- and it was kind of heart breaking.. different than mine.. but we all have our reasons why. Maybe they're jealous.. because we have something they'll never have- an escape. Even if we got it from a bad experience.. that back door that other world is always there. More so if you can lucid dream.

But they don't know what it's like. Hell I'm wonder if some did they'd back up awkwardly like "oh.. wow.. you went through THAT..? I'm sorry."
At least.. someone at work asked "so.. what is it a phobia you have or something, that you don't like being touched?" "No" I replied "Something happened, okay? I'm alright now. But.. something just.. happened" and he glanced at me "It's okay. Remember I work at a church too so, you know. It's alright :/."

Back on the topic-- It makes me feel okay, it feels right. And the Ocean picture was a big give away of whom this particular character is.

Went off on a ramble. Sorry <3.

Thanks for the response. And you too OP-commenter.