[ SECRET POST #801 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #801 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

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Comments

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[(Anonymous)]

101. You know, I think I can sympathize, OP. While I haven't been RPing this one particular OC of mine for years or anything (though I've been writing him for ages), after sitting and thinking about it, I definetly began to see lot of correlation in our behaviors. Both bipolar, for one (though he is less mood-swingy than I), both surrounded by people but ultimately lonely, withdrawn, normally rather mellow and playful, etc etc. And after thinking that, the fact that there are times where he's acutely suicial started to alarm me: I'm not subconciously thinking the same, am I?

But then, I also think: maybe RPing this OC has become a healthy way for me to vent problems like that? So perhaps yours was doing the same for you, allowing you to channel those thoughts and emotions without putting yourself at risk, if that makes sense? That could explain with you're so attached, if your OC contributes to your own stress relief, regardless if you're conciously aware of it or not.

Perhaps if you really fear for your health, maybe try bringing her back from the dead and RPing again (among other methods, like counselling) and see if that doesn't help things. Or there's always the other end of the spectrum, dropping the character entirely and finding other creative outputs for yourself. S-Sorry, that was long winded and rambly, and I apologize :') But yeah! Hang in there, OP!