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⌈ Secret Post #5563 ⌋

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Re: Late venting

[pantswarrior]

I have hardly slept this week due to stress because in spite of it being risky, I scheduled my first vaccine shot for tomorrow. (Short version: I'd like to attend my birthday con this year since it's happening again, case numbers are low in my region - and if I schedule my shots just right, even if my body can't produce/maintain antibodies (that being why I didn't bother before), I'll be at about whatever peak effectiveness I can muster up right when the con starts and can go back to extreme social distancing afterwards.)

Of course there is a possibility that I won't have recovered from the side effects by the time it's time for me to get a second shot, which means I probably shouldn't. Which means I'd have put myself through it for nothing. And if I get GI-related side effects it'll almost certainly kick off another round of my increasingly severe symptom flares - the last of which I suffered 3 years ago and still haven't fully come back from.

Then on top of tension making all my usual health issues worse - I have a nasty stress headache at the moment on top of the gut nonsense, and my jaw aches from being clenched in pain/nervousness - my body apparently decided now would be a great time to bleed again, when the last time that happened was New Year's Eve (also great timing, but at least I wasn't planning on going anywhere).

I almost wish I still had a Valium prescription. It did nothing for the pain, but it kept me from being anxious about the pain because I didn't care about anything at all and I just lay around not doing anything. Which was why I stopped taking it almost immediately.