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Late post last night, huh?

How you doing, F!S? What are your plans for the day?

Yeah I couldn't stay up for the post last night. Just checking in here before I go back to the grind. Later, it's the usual things - dinner, a glass of wine, and I'll probably work on my WIP

I'm fine if a little sleepy. No big plans - errands and chores.

Working. Which is unpleasant today because I woke up to an email telling me to basically scrub my org's coronavirus info and resources page. We're no longer reporting the number of positive cases, a message is going up saying masks aren't necessary unless you're sick, and the page is going to be entirely abolished Monday. Meanwhile my community's transmission rate is still "High".

I don't have a say in this, seeing as I basically function as the org's CMS and little else. They tell me what to post to the site and I post it. Sigh.

Beyond that... hoping the sensory issues go away so I can enjoy having my cat trying to cuddle. He's adorable but his burbly purring which is also normally adorable today feels like someone rubbing a cheese grater against my brain.

Aargh, jfc, at your org. I'm sorry you have to deal with all that!

I sympathize with the sensory issues, though mine aren't nearly as bad as yours. I hope you can enjoy your kitty cuddles again soon.

Yeah I mean... I have THIS next to me gazing adoringly and patting me with soft little paws and I have the urge to shoo it away immediately? That's just not right.

And this whole thing is sad because my org was doing so well at the start of the pandemic. And kept doing well for most of it. The entire main campus apparently over the summer had some new air purification systems installed, so we're still doing better than most orgs, but I am not fond of this trend towards pretending that there is not still a problem (and now, with monkeypox in every US state and freaking POLIO apparently spreading in other regions, likely more problems in the near future) and potentially throwing high-risk individuals under the bus.

OMG what a gorgeous cat! And very cuddly looking.

Ugh, I hear you on the fears about more epidemics, and the collapsing health services. :(

My dad and I are supposed to go to the state fair tomorrow (it's something we've done for years, with the exception of the past two because of the pandemic) and I'm feeling really conflicted about it. On one hand, I really want to go because we always have a great time and we haven't been able to go in a couple years, but a couple people have been arrested with guns so far (which has never happened in past years as far as I know) and I'm afraid of there being a shooting, as I am with anything where there are a bunch of people in one place. So I don't know. I need to make a decision about that today, and it's really stressing me out.

Otherwise, nothing major going on. I've got some computer work I need to do, I need to put away a bunch of laundry, I want to do my nails and I might do some reading. Thinking I'll make burritos for dinner.

Well shit, that does sound scary! :(

ayrt

Yeah. :( My dad really wants to go and my mom is like "you shouldn't let the fact that this country sucks keep you from having fun" which I get...part of me is so sick of all this shit (the pandemic, shootings, etc.) interfering with my life, but also...I don't want to die. It's just so frustrating...no other country has to deal with this, but the people in power refuse to do anything about it. Ugh, I don't know what to do.

Pros: my back doesn't hurt
Cons: I have a headache

Trying to decide if I really want to go to Hapkido class tonight after taking the husband to the airport for a work trip at 330am.

I gotta do what I got to do, but I keep getting stuck/frozen. And it's annoying me because I'm tired of talking about it and just want to act, but I can't. So I'm frustrated with myself. And everyone is leaving my job and I wanted to leave two years ago, bit I'm still here (grateful to have a job, of course, but I can't keep on where I am and I feel like I'm not qualified for anything else. Blah blah blah. I just need to get over myself. And just do things. But I hate that I'm stuck. And I'm trying not to give into the general feeling of depression that keeps trying to poke its head through the window. I'd like to beat it over the head with a hard baguette, but I just find myself gazing back at occasionally. Anyway. Suck it up, anon. Keep it moving. Thinking too damn much.

Sorry, kinda had to vent. That's wassup.

Also, I'm spending time with family, so at least that's good.

Still dealing with laryngitis for almost a month now. I had COVID, so it could be from that?...

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