Sometimes I wish I could write slash and porn and sex just so I could be more popular. Judging by the response to my writing, which is purely gen, I could be a BNF if I did similar stuff with popular pairings. But the fact is that I really don't like slash and porn and sex, possibly because I was once sexually absued. And yet I think about writing it just to be more popular. LOL FAIL ON SO MANY LEVELS WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.

Alternatively, it would be nice if gen was as popular as slash, because then I would be more popular. But I know that that will never happen, so you know. Whatever. I really should not care about these stupid popularity contests on internet over fanfic, which will never really mean anything, but I can't help that I care anyway.