I find this kind of adorable actually. Personally I hate watching people kiss, but especially actors. But we all have our Things.

As someone who is Old and has never had a relationship due to fear (and honestly just a big dose of "it's not important right now") and finding myself with the very real prospect of living the rest of my life alone, let me just say you should try and decide if you really do want a relationship and if the answer is even a Maybe then tackle that fear now. It's hard, but time flies and the sooner the start the sooner you'll be out there kissing your own OTP.