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[Alison Weir vs. David Starkey]

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So I use Janitor AI for fun (i have NO interest in posting or sharing it) and a thing that annoys me recently is why other people feel the need to boast about what they got the AI to do and especially the ones who go to WLW/Lesbian themed bots to brag that they could "turn the bot straight" for themselves. It's been a problem of notorious trolls doing this among other gross things to harass lesbian/wlw bot creators (along with other nasty bits of cyberbullying them personally) and I just .. why? Nobody cares bro.

There are PLENTY of het/straight/any POV bots you can use if you want that. What even is the point of going to bots made for lesbians/gay men and forcing them to behave straight and then shoving it in the creator's face. Other than being a horrible piece of shit.

Idk people just.. ugh. There are massive amounts of stuff directed at straight people or where straight is the default and i really hate when phobes find one little thing for LGBTQ people and try to shut it down or fuck with it .

I'm not familiar with the AI bot thing you're talking about, but that does sound really frustrating and annoying. I feel like queer people have so few things just for us and The Straights constantly feeling the need to try to take them over just pisses me off.

A little annoyed at my neurologist's office. They only gave me the warnings on potential side effects of botox today. I wish I would have known that it can cause a migraine the first time and potential severe fatigue. I would have scheduled it for a different day or week. Because since I had to take Thursday off to drive mom to her surgery, I couldn't go home after the injections and had to suck it up at work with a massive migraine, tremors, and complete exhaustion.

I started to feel better eventually. But I didn't really get much work done, and I'm going to have to go back over my writing tomorrow to make sure it all makes sense.

Something I did or didn’t do when I got a new phone erased the cloud backup of the texts from my late mother. I just found out tonight and I’m heartsick about it.

I'm so sorry, anon. :(

oh, how awful! I'm sorry

I'm sorry, that's awful.

I'm so tired of explaining to colleagues that I have dyscalculia and learning disabilities. so so tired. how dare I have invisible disabilities. how very dare I.

I feel that. It's so hard to explain them.

And so many people THINK they know what autism is more than the autistic person. "You don't look autistic" tf that's supposed to mean?

Sorry I hope I don't sound like.. I just wanted to say I feel this. <33

that’s completely fine! I also use personal experience to say ‘I get it’.

and I might be autistic too, I’m just probably never gonna be able to get diagnosed because of my disabilities

Lomg ramble, sorry. I need it.
I am getting closer and closer to my milestone (40) birthday. And not only I have middle age crisis thoughts about it. Thinking about celebrating makes me fucking depressed.
I want to celebrate somehow but I hate organizing events and I can't expect other people doing it. For example because a lot of my friends do not know each other that well or at all. (I've get overwhelmed and I feel that I need to coordinate things when different groups collide. Probably it's unhealthy of me, I don't know.)
I am unemployed if you don't count odd jobs, so I am on a strict budget. I am job hunting but I want at least a decent-payed job if I am selling my soul to it. So it's not going that fast as I want. Also decent payment for my country is like minimal wage for many others so it's extra fun.
I usually try to organize at least a little trip on my birthday. But 1) no money. And if I want a trip I need to start organizing yesterday. 2) Last time I wanted to go somewhere decent covid hit. And then things got worse. I don't see things getting better in my lifetime and I want to scream. I am so tired

Sorry you're having a tough time, Anon.
I already had my birthday this year (I'm 40 now) and I wasn't able to do the thing I wanted to do for it, but I marked the day in a quiet way and I'm planning to do the thing later this year (hopefully!).
I hope you have a happy birthday and a good year. And if you don't get to go somewhere on your birthday, I hope you can do it sometime soon.

Thank you!
(heh, I do enjoy F!S because a lot of people here are of my age bracket)
I wish you to do your thing too!

Can you go somewhere local (but someplace you don't often go to) and have it be lowkey and relatively affordable?

Whatever you do, hope your birthday is great!

I wish I could feel safe enough to tell the people in my life that I feel unloved and unsupported.

Goddamn, I feel that.

In my case, I've come to realize just how many folks in my life just weren't safe for me to talk to, especially about my deepest insecurities. Now I feel like I have to start all over again and be smarter about who I let into my life, and let in close.

That's the rub, right? If you felt supported and loved you would feel safe talking about these things, but then you wouldn't need to because you feel supported and loved.

Im sorry nonny. I hope you find comfort and love.

Ugh I have some kind of tonsil/sinus infection and I don't normally go to the doctor for colds and stuff because unless I know exactly what is wrong (like, I got stung by a bee on my eyelid; I got covid and my period lasted a month and a half) etc, the doctor will mention my weight/do the "it's all in your head" thing. Plus I take public transit and don't want to expose anyone else. And most flu and colds the advice is to stay home and rest anyway.

At least all my home covid tests are negative so far, but ugh it's ass o'clock in the morning and I woke myself up wheezing and everything from my tonsils on up feels swollen and everything from my tonsils on down hurts and itches. And this happens every damn time my tonsils get involved and sometimes the itching and soreness lasts for months. Last time I mentioned it my doctor told me I needed to carry my purse instead of having a cross-body bag.

I wish I'd had my tonsils out as a kid. I wish I was skinny so my doctor maybe wouldn't be such a shit about my weight, but I'm still a cis woman so maybe he'd still be an asshole.

Ha ha I feel you with weight. And my doctors are mostly women AND some of them are overweight. But still you get "oh you should get thin". Yeah cool.
Also WHAT IS WRONG WITH CROSS BODY BAG?!

In my experience doctors are often just assholes and will still do the it's all in your head thing, even if you're skinny.

Hope you feel better soon.

NAYRT - When you're fat, it's not just that it's in your head though. It's a result of you being fat, and have you tried sponsored weight-loss drug or program? I've had "have you tried losing weight" proposed to me as a solution from everything from migraine to allergic dermatitis, and I'm still only in the "overweight" BMI category. Anyone who crosses the magic number line into "obese" gets correspondingly more shit. I know of two people who may not have died of cancer if their sudden, unexpected weight loss had been treated as a symptom instead of a silver lining by medical professional.

Shitty doctors exist everywhere, but the discrimination that fat people face from the healthcare system is a separate issue from general medical incompetence.

I wish I could talk about weightloss and my journey trying to change my relationship with food without people attacking me with anti-diet and over the top body positivity messages.

Like yeah thanks, I do like myself at all sizes but I am also very unhealthy and don't exercise and have messed up relationship with food and would like to change that. Not all change is motivated by self loathing.

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