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⌈ Secret Post #6421 ⌋

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Re: Vent thread

[dani_phantasma]

For the past year I've been living away from home with my brother and I love the area and freedom but all my attempts to get a job keep failing or running into a wall.

The one job I did get was a night shift at a noisy warehouse and I had panic attacks so I had to quit. Then I thought I was about to be hired at 7-11 but the manager kept promising a call that never came or flip flopping about looking at applicants. And now I keep getting texts from another hardware chain that say repeatedly that they want to hire me but the calendar is full. Idk why they keep sending me that instead of just messaging me when there's an opening

I've also been trying to generate income through Etsy , through Pinterest and itch.io. I even have a NSFW art fansly but I only ever get messages from promo accounts.

It honestly just feels like the world is telling me I'm not allowed to succeed at anything. Plus a comment from some trolly guy in a server I'm in a while back about how I'm unhirable in his opinion keeps replaying in my head

I know I should forget it but I'm just ...so discouraged. It makes my OCD thoughts pop up telling me this is punishment for idk. Something? For being so into Hazbin Hotel idk . I know it's irrational but ...to my anxiety it makes sense.

I just feel like the whole universe is telling me I'm a loser

Re: Vent thread

[dani_phantasma]

I just spent $40 on a product and they didn't give me the means to attain the product. .

I really should just....give up

Re: Vent thread

[dani_phantasma]

I can't sleep even after taking meds and my brain is in doomsday mode. I really just feel like I'm having a breakdown.


I know it's irrational to think there's some force preventing me from breaking my current status quo. But thinking of all that's happened it feels weird to think it's just a coincidence I keep running into similar obstacles and roadblocks. Employers who flip flop on whether I'm hired or not. Texts from places I've applied saying that they're interested but they can't move forward with interviews because their calendar is full and just repeat the same thing.

It's all so maddening I feel insane . I probably sound cringy or crazy but this is making my insane and my brain won't calm down enough to let me sleep. I'm just laying awake freaking out

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

To be fair, from what I've heard from other folks about job hunting lately, employer behavior can be crazy making for most.

I'm sorry you're going through this right now. I don't have much to offer except I hope you find something that's a good match and not some weird employer flip flopping on the hiring process.

Re: Vent thread

[dani_phantasma]

thanks <3 I just wish employers could be straight forward and honest.

I hope so too. Thankfully my issue with the purchase was ironed out I was in a... bad mental state last night when I posted and my anxiety kept me from sleeping for a bit.
Now with a little more sleep here's hoping I can think more clearly now ahahah

Re: Vent thread

[(Anonymous)]

That sucks. Probably half the issues from the employers side is them using AI for things and never checking on it, because humans would realize this makes no sense.