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⌈ Secret Post #6453 ⌋

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Comments

Vent

[(Anonymous)]

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TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Month and a half now without meds

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

I keep looking at the shit i post on here and twitter and funking hell I'm so annoying. Why am i like this why am i even. Ugh

No wonder i don't have a fuckin job. Who wants this mess? Im literally disgusting right now. Ugh

I wanna cry. Please i hope the melatonin kicks in and puts me to sleep so i can stop thinking.

Im just so fuckin tired of me

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

Get better soon.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks. . I feel better with some sleep.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Forgot to login oops

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. My brain gets this way sometimes too and it is so exhausting trying to fight against that voice and telling it to shut the hell up. I hope you feel better about yourself soon.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Thanks right now the melatonin does that pretty well

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

I feel you!
I hope will get better for you soon!

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Thanks.<3. Im sure i will when i get meds

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

Hugs, anon. I've been there. This too will pass. Keep on keeping on.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Aw thanks hugs to you too .:)

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry. Hope you can get connected to the resources you need soon because you deserve better than this situation.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Thanks. Im waiting on a psychiatrist to set things up atm. I'm on my brothers insurance rn until i can get a job.

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

if it means anything just remember

people who post 100X more banal random shit on the internet than you get jobs/go to work every day

like. if posting is genuinely making you feel bad then maybe you need a different distraction that's going to actually bring you some amusement or relief, but "annoying on the internet" is not a crime for which you should be banished from society or that is branded across your forehead and making you unhireable. we all annoying on the internet, yknow? nobody else is feeling your self-loathing, nobody else is looking at you being normalish and sad and stressed and thinking 'ah, there is someone uniquely horrible, banish them!'

that's the no-meds-brain big lying to you

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Thanks that helps <3333

Also i was , according to science , posting and thinking when I should be sleeping LOL

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[(Anonymous)]

If it helps, I don't think I've ever seen you post anything that I would classify as annoying or shit. As much as that makes me a hypocrite, I'm always happy to see named users post. Even if I don't agree with people's takes (for the record, I'm not thinking of you but one or two other named users), it's always nice when I recognise a user name.

I hope you feel better soon!

Re: TW: Mental Illness , dark thoughts

[dani_phantasma]

Aw thanks TBH I was more thinking of my stuff on another sites like twitter. hehe

I was a bit cringy here about ten years back and got some blowback for it (and a fuck who hatestalked me on the site for 3 years) but I was kinda young and honestly at the time dealing with a kind of late bloomer teen years because of my delayed maturity as a kid and also like bipolar manifested then in my 20s so yeaaaaah. TBH i was like effectively emotionally a teen until almost 30)

I was just really overthinking last night.

Thanks tho

Reading problems

[(Anonymous)]

I hate it when I want to read a book but I don't know what book I want to read or even what mood I'm in for and every book I think should interest me is just falling flat. I have a whole shelf of TBR that are just blah and not doing it for me right now.

Re: Reading problems

[(Anonymous)]

ughhhh I feel this! I don't know why this happens:/

Re: Vent

[(Anonymous)]

My trial run at new job almost at the end and I am nervous about it.
Also I am sort of don't know if I am excited about maybe getting it or not.
At one hand it's a really cool job and it is interesting (I don't get a lot of those), but on the other it is hectic af and my boss is annoying, god bless. It is A LOT.