[ SECRET POST #981 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #981 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 21 pages, 506 secrets from Secret Submission Post #141.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - posted twice ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 - doing it wrong ], [ 1 - take it to comments ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 - empty comments ], [ 1 2 - deleted for wank ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom.livejournal.com]

104. http://i26.tinypic.com/29wpw1s.png

[foofighter0234.livejournal.com]

holy SHIT, OP, YOU NEED TO GET SOME HELP.

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

:( ♥
I do pretty much the same thing in my lj. I geek out about my 6 million fandoms to avoid talking about how depressed I am.

Hang in there, darlin.

[foofighter0234.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

*GLOMP* ♥

[foofighter0234.livejournal.com]

*SNUGGLES* &hearts why didn't you tell us? we'll help you.

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

aww dude thank you. *MEGA HUG for unknown kind person on the internet* <3

[thene]

/hug

It's easy to say 'get help' to people who post these things but that feels like pretending psychiatric help falls from the sky like rain. Even in situations/places where it's free, getting an appointment can be hard. Fandom is easier to access.

Here's hoping you & OP both hang in there and get better soon.

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

<333333333333333 thank you.

not a stalker, I swear...

[(Anonymous)]

but I've seen you around here often.
I know what depression can do to people, so I wish you all the best.

Re: not a stalker, I swear...

[(Anonymous)]

shit, I forgot to add that this goes for the OP too.

Re: not a stalker, I swear...

[mutantjules.livejournal.com]

hah, no worries, I come around here often. and thanks so much, anonymous sweetheart, it really means a surprising lot to hear(read) that and this probably seems sarcastic but it's really not. <3

[omorka.livejournal.com]

Hon, I hope you've gotten some professional help. And if you mean high school, rather than college, check your school or school district's website for a Student Services professional or center - they can help you get back in, take credit by exam, or take correspondence courses to get you to a diploma. Unless you're in a very tiny district, this is not the first time they've had to handle something like this.

[twyla-hime.livejournal.com]

Get help first, please.

I'm sure your fandom friend would appreciate knowing about your emotional state too. They would feel the loss of your companionship and enthusiasm if you succeeded in another attempt. And who's to know if they could be feeling their own depression and private pain? If you don't broach the subject with them, you'll never know. It will open that area up, and deepen your friendship.
Also, it will be good that someone knows your situation; if you've been keeping it a secret. They can possibly take action if you won't.

[amaresu]

I do something very similar. Whenever I get into a moderate to major depressive funk I dive head first into either a new aspect of a current fandom or into a new fandom. It's a good thing I'm multifandom by nature.

It's not a good way of dealing with emotional problems. Not in the slightest. I agree with everyone else saying that you need to go seek some consoling. It's hard and it's scary, but it's for the best.