ext_82219 ([identity profile] shahni.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-04-15 04:02 pm

[ SECRET POST #100 ]


⌈ Secret Post #100 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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- HAPPY 100TH POST FANDOMSECRET-ERS~ :D

Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 089 secrets from Secret Submission Post #015.
Secrets Not Posted: 0 broken links, 0 not!secrets, 0 not!fandom.
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Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-16 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Still, I wish you'd said you thought I was doing something poorly. I mean, I picked him up before the movie was even released, I had barely anything to go on so I had to fill in a lot myself. During like...my weepy, abused 'please use me' uke phase. Everyone improves, you certainly SHOULDN'T have let one bad RPer ruin a character for you.

I mean, c'mon, how much power do you want to give people over how you feel about your fandom?

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-16 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean, I picked him up before the movie was even released, I had barely anything to go on

so why did you do it?

lol im not the poster dont ask me

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-16 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Because it gave me more freedom with the character. I'd always worried about being accused of not being Canon or whatever, but as you can see it backfired anyways.

I don't usually plan cannon characters because people instantly assume any OC is a sue or stu, which isn't always true, but my version of Yazuu was taken poorly anyways.

What's just sad is that no one said a thing and this was YEARS ago. I wish if someone had a problem with me they would have said so, I would have tried to be more accommodating, but in the end I write for myself and not really for anyone else so if you don't like my riding -shrug- don't read it, right?

Actually, even if the characterization was terribly off (I watched the movie and went Oh god my Yazuu is nothing like canon), I feel that was the time period I did some of my best writing, inspired by other great RPers. I regret someone was upset SO MUCH I ruined a character for them, no one who likes a fandom wants to ruin it for anyone else, but I don't regret the experience or the friends I made.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-16 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
if your 'Yazuu's any indication, your OCs WOULD be sues lol

whatever i dont really care what you think, i thought the secret was funny

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
Then? They might have been, but if you wanted to have any play time in SEU you basically had to hook up with SOMEBODY.

And again, it was years ago, my character building and writing have hopefully improved from being a high school sophomore and being two years into college. I've also matured a lot obviously, I just feel like not talking to the person who was the source of strife (in this case dislike for a character) is really unhealthy, and of course a secret like this when it comes out completely discredits the person it's about. Now even if I wanted to join another comm people would think 'oh she's that crappy Yazuu I don't want her in my game' no matter how good an application I might build. It's practically mud slinging. ESPECIALLY when people jump in with anonymous posts slamming the person too.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
Excuse me, I was a player in Squenix until it was killed by the mods and we had an excellent amount of plot. The way you're making it sound is as though there's no roleplay without hooking up and noes and woes. Grow up, that's not how you play and your self-condescending attitude isn't making your argument any better.

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Well at least we agree the mods could have paid more attention to what was actually going on. I'm not asking you to like me, or the way I played him, I just resent being slammed like this when my information was all over the site for contact and this shows up over TWO YEARS after my last post to the community claiming I ruined something for someone like this. Why not come talk to me? I would have listened, I'm STILL listening.

I'm sorry the OP was that upset, but I'm not sorry for having joined and played a character with no canon to run on.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sorry for having joined and played a character with no canon to run on

Maybe you should be, that was a fairly retarded thing to do.

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
What? Under what rules of Fandom? That's ridiculous. What does it matter what I did to ANYONE but the OP?

I don't even RP in communities anymore (apparently because I suck so bad) so you don't even have to try and defend yourself from my incredible reek of crappy canon.

That's just incredibly weak...you're only looking for a reason to slam me too. Not that you need to be given any.

Whatever, I don't know you, I have my own friends and I don't RP there anymore. I know the post was made about me, I can move on instead of fretting about it. Whatever, anyone who lets ME ruin their fandom is giving me WAY more power than I ever wanted in the first place. This wank is just silly.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
qq cry more :)))))))))))))))

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
lol no u didnt

whatever ur the one getting all defensive all i said was lol, lol

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe I'm defensive because yeah, my ego was hurt. I don't EVER claim to be an amazing RPer or anything, but to be told I ruined it for someone hurts. Period. I have a right to defend myself.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
lol go ahead i dont think anyone cares

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
You care enough to keep posting here.

Rowan cared enough to throw in her two cents. Obviously people do, but I assume it's just a chance to jump on the bashing train. It's hilarious this has gone this far over a BAD Rper who like, admitted she sucks. You'd think I was Adella or something.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
i post because you keep whining and bitching and its funny as heck

Re: #5

[identity profile] kuni-izumi.livejournal.com 2007-04-17 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Explaining myself and my views isn't whining or bitching, unfortunately the internet lets us all assume whatever we want doesn't it? Just breeding excuses to behave in ways we NEVER would in person. It's pathetic, even continuing this on my side is the same I guess, just as pathetic, but at least I can say I made an honest effort at saying I was sorry for ruining Yazuu for the OP. I guess that's all that matters to me.

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
tl;dr

keep going its funny

Re: #5

(Anonymous) 2007-04-17 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
LOL iawtc.