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tw eating disorders and disordered thinking

[(Anonymous)]

(First, I'm sorry about your pajama top, OP!)

I've got a meeting with a local eating disorders outpatient team tomorrow, and I'm worried and slightly skeptical. The last organization I approached about ED recovery only helped me for three weeks before deciding I wasn't worth the effort, and I'm worried history's gonna repeat itself here. If they decide I'm not "severe" enough to be worth their services, I'm not sure what I'll do, but I know it probably won't be pretty - especially since I'm so opposed to being "weight restored" right now, cus I'm so bad in other ways that being thin is my only foothold into being an acceptable person and I can't lose that :(

Re: tw eating disorders and disordered thinking

[(Anonymous)]

nayrt

It took me way too long to find a place that would actually accept me for treatment, I was turned away several times then the two treatment places I went were kind of hit or miss. I am now in recovery from anorexia for the last several years, though I still live with disordered thinking and the health effects of my past behavior I have a much better relationship to food and my body these days. I just want to say please don't give up, keep looking for help, use what you can get out of the help to make it a little further, until you can get better treatment or you're in a more stable place to help yourself. It can be so fucking discouraging and I nearly gave up many times because I felt so unsupported in my recovery, but I'm glad I didn't, things slowly turned around for me for the better. Hope this is a helpful response and it's okay if you aren't feeling optimistic, I know how bad that situation feels. Good luck anon.

Re: tw eating disorders and disordered thinking

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ayrt

Congratulations on being in a better place now! It was a very helpful response, thank you; I know I have to do this for my own sake, and I will do my fuckest to do it solo if I have to, but the professional aid would make things a damn sight easier I will admit. Fingers crossed I suppose