[ SECRET POST #6992 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #6992 ⌋

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[Oskar Eriksson (curler)]























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Cry Thread

[(Anonymous)]

Haven't been here in a long while, happy to see the comm is still alive (to the degree people are still active and case is still posting!).

I needed a cry thread. Post anything that's got you down, maybe you've journaled about it, sang about, yelled about it, whatever it may be....and maybe you just want to know you're not alone about it. Or maybe this will be its resting place. Post it here.

Re: Cry Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I just ended things with the person I was seeing. I learned a lot about myself, and I know I need to take some time and learn how to love myself. If I did, I wouldn't have let this person treat me the way they did. I still love that person. Even though I know they never loved me. Even though I know they never cared. I allowed them to take, and I gave so easily. There can't be love where there's only disrespect. I foolishly thought things would end differently, but the callous way they discarded me after feeding me scraps of attention like I was a stray dog...crumbs of affection whenever they desired...I try to avoid falling into the trap of wondering why didn't we last as long as your previous relationships? Why didn't you love me? Why didn't you care about me?

Despite knowing that I deserve better, despite knowing that there were red flags, despite knowing that this person is not the best fit for me, that they went from abstractly making plans to completely avoiding me in a matter of weeks...there is a part of me that desires him and desires to be wanted and desired by him, wholly and fully.

I cannot say "why was I not good enough", because I know I treated him better than good...And I know that there's no point in asking and looking for resolution (that is done). I'm just in pain. I'm doing better each day, but when it hits me...I can understand why people say they never want to get involved with others again. how much longer will this pain last? how much longer until I love myself far beyond 'enough'? So I can avoid these kinds of people (at the very least).

Re: Cry Thread

[(Anonymous)]

nonny you did what was right, even it wasn't (and isn't) easy. been there myself. things do not immediatly improve but over time they will. you will find love, to yourself and maybe one day someone else, again. but right now it's okay to feel bad.