the first time I read this, I thought you meant that you can't watch it again because the second time around is just not going to be as special as the first time, and I was about to go... ME TOO!! I cried the first time but now that I know what's coming it's not going to be the same.

but I can see now that what you really meant was that it will probably have the same emotional toll on you it did the first time ): but hey! maybe you'll end up like me and watching it again won't have the same effect as the first time?